omg! Its my bday! im finally 18!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay-yuh! hehe

hey yall

so i've decided to update since it's close 2 valentine's day. I dont have a valentine this year.Kinda sux but hey what can  do? I dont have much to update.i jus wanted 2 share one of my favorite love songe by one of my favorite R & B singers. I chose this song because it pretty much explains how i feel just about very valentine's day lol

India Arie - Ready For Love

I am ready for love Why are you hiding from me? I’d quickly give my freedom To be held in your captivity I am ready for love All of the joy and the pain And all the time that it takes Just to stay in your good grace. Lately I’ve been thinking Maybe you’re not ready for me, Maybe you think I need to learn maturity. They say watch what you ask for Cause you might receive But if you ask me tomorrow I’ll say the same thing I am ready for love Would you please lend me your ear? I promise I won’t complain I just need you to acknowledge I am here. If you give me half a chance I‘ll prove this to you, I will be patient, kind, faithful and true To a man who loves music A man who loves art Respects the spirit world And thinks with his heart. I am ready for love If you’ll take me in your hands. I will learn what you teach And do the best that I can. I am ready for love Here with a offering of My voice My Eyes My soul My mind Tell me what is enough To prove I am ready for love I am ready…

deep stuff rite? lolz

i g2g

holllllllllaaaaaaaaa

so...

yesterday was the happiest day of my life...

i got my acceptance letter from the university of north texas!!!Supposedly its not hard to get in but i was still nervous cuz UNT is the only school i wanna go to and the only school i've applied to... 

UNT here i come! watch out denton! lmao

the icing on the cake was when i went to owens for the very last time (tear) i got two $150 checks and i dont even know why...and i was told i got 2 more checks coming in the mail. all i need now is a car, a b/f and a job and my life will officially be perfect...lol But i guess its all good cuz today i got my transcript and my GPA went up 3 points lol but somehow my ranking dropped 12 people..o well...lol

g2g

if u wanna go to the step show @ TCU with me this saturday hit me up...its s'posed ta be good...

im ghost

DiMaNcHe

p.s. i apologize if i havent commented bac to any1..my stupid computer wont let me comment back..sowwy..im workin on it tho...

so...

today was a sucky day...its funny cuz on tha news they said tat statistically today is the most depressing day of the year...mainly cuz christmas bills r building up and stuff like that...but i have my own reasons...

so basically i dont have a job ne more...as of 2 oclock today owens family resturant closed. there was a meeting today that discussed everything but i missed it cuz of step team practice.Im not really sad abt it closing..i hated about 90% of my customers lol im sad that i didnt get to say bye to all of my co workers and the few customers i DID like.Ifur reading this...blake,brandi,yusef,lori,phillip,valerie,joe,jen,mario,sarai,cisco..goodbye

It was a joy workin w/ yall......i i forgot any1 i aploogize...i'll miss u all tho.So baically if any1 knows of a job opening that doesnt involve food...lemme kno lol

well i guess thats all...i dont feel liek typin any more...i just had a sucky day.i guess i'll have to get over it...

cyall lataz

xo Dimanche

so...

my weekend sucked.I didnt do anything  had planned to do. i didnt even see any of my friends this weekend...in some ways i wasnt too mad about that cuz i didnt  feel like gettin sucked into everyone else's drama...is that bad?!?! I know i complained a lot last entry about other ppls BS but damn...i just found out some more stuff and its really gettin...pathetic. I love these people to death ((im not namin names cuz they know specificaly who they are)) but damn..yall have issues lol in all seriousness tho to person #1 You are an amazingly sweet guy...you can do SO much betta.Dont be oppressed by this negative energy around you...use it as motivation to do much betta,cuz i know that u can. person #2 i aint got much to tell u...i think u a straight up ho and its not cool how you doin my boy. i aint worried cuz there's this thing called karma and its gon come and kick u in the ass. person #3...haha this one is funny. I cant even look u in the eye anymore.You are dead to me.I have lost ALL respect 4 u. I think abosolutely NOTHING of you. You need to start  bein a lil more responsible and start thinkin witcha brain and not ur a..well u know. lol I can see how you've hurt your best friend and thats not coo. He's been nuthin but good to you...you should at least TRY to be the same for him cuz honestly i dont think anyone deserves  friend like you.

ight im offa my soap box

get @ me

xo Dee